InsaneJournal

Tweak says, "Accept Change"

Martin McFly Poke (great_scott) wrote,
@ 2009-10-01 19:05:00

eleven.
... okay. i guess.

private to cm --

someone sent me a kitten
& i didn't sign up for that secret santa whatever you want to call it, so i don't know why.

i think i'm going to name it doc.

/private

private to lucy --

i'm going to be honest & say i probably shouldn't have done that.

/private

(Post a new comment)

	anne_zeller 2009-10-01 11:27 pm UTC (link)
	Okay? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	great_scott 2009-10-01 11:32 pm UTC (link)
	specific message for a specific person, whoever that person is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	anne_zeller 2009-10-01 11:38 pm UTC (link)
	All right then. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	cm and marty pokity 2009-10-01 11:29 pm UTC (link)
	a kitten! i'll have to bring joy division to meet it! and i think that's a good name. maybe they just thought you could give him a good home? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	cm and marty great_scott 2009-10-01 11:34 pm UTC (link)
	that'd be okay, yeah. i know that's not supposed to be funny, but it still made me laugh. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cm and marty pokity 2009-10-01 11:50 pm UTC (link)
	it'll be fun. like a little brother for him. well i'm glad. but why? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cm and marty great_scott 2009-10-01 11:54 pm UTC (link)
	when did you want to do that? i don't have classes all day tomorrow, so it's on you. not good laughter, cm. sorry. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cm and marty pokity 2009-10-01 11:56 pm UTC (link)
	i'm doing some stuff with cam before dinner and i have to see my counselor at three. maybe after lunch? oh. everything okay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cm and marty great_scott 2009-10-02 12:00 am UTC (link)
	after lunch is okay. can i come to you? not really. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cm and marty pokity 2009-10-02 12:00 am UTC (link)
	yeah. if you want? we can hang out in the common room. oh. what's going on? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cm and marty great_scott 2009-10-02 12:09 am UTC (link)
	yeah. that sounds good. i'm just really fucking up & i've got this feeling it's not going to get any better. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cm and marty pokity 2009-10-02 12:15 am UTC (link)
	why have you been fucking up? and it has to get better, i think. eventually. i don't think you're a fuck up. i think this last year has just been really hard for us. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cm and marty great_scott 2009-10-02 12:25 am UTC (link)
	yeah. i know. but it's been several months. at some point it's supposed to get better, isn't it? but it hasn't gotten better and i feel like it's not going to. & i know logically that it has to. but i just... i don't feel like it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cm and marty pokity 2009-10-02 01:17 am UTC (link)
	i think it will. i just.. maybe you should talk to a counselor? i know it seems stupid, but counselor pye is actually helping me alot. making me think about things, how i can deal with things. just a thought. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cm and marty great_scott 2009-10-02 01:24 am UTC (link)
	& it'd be a great one if i thought i actually needed to talk to someone. i'm glad it's working for you though. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cm and marty pokity 2009-10-02 01:28 am UTC (link)
	well you can talk to me? i'm here to listen. and i won't even sit behind a desk! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cm and marty great_scott 2009-10-02 01:42 am UTC (link)
	i appreciate that, cm. & i just might take you up on that offer. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cm and marty pokity 2009-10-02 01:43 am UTC (link)
	anytime marty. really. love you, you know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cm and marty great_scott 2009-10-02 01:49 am UTC (link)
	i know. & i love you, too. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Marty lucely 2009-10-01 11:34 pm UTC (link)
	I am... taken aback by all of this. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	lucy great_scott 2009-10-01 11:45 pm UTC (link)
	sorry? i mean. okay. more honesty. if this was say fifth year, then, yeah, i probably would've done it just because i liked you, but it's not fifth year, so it sort of had had a ~~lot~~ bit to do with brooke. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Marty lucely 2009-10-01 11:56 pm UTC (link)
	~~You liked me --~~ What in the name of Helga's saggy tits would possess you to snog me if this was about Brooke? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lucy great_scott 2009-10-02 12:06 am UTC (link)
	because ~~i'm stupid~~ ~~have bad impulses~~ i don't even know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Marty lucely 2009-10-02 12:09 am UTC (link)
	I still am not 100% sure I understand. I mean, it's not as though you could mistake me for Brooke. Apart from the different personalities, we don't even have the same colour hair. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lucy & marty great_scott 2009-10-02 12:16 am UTC (link)
	i didn't mistake you for brooke. i definitely couldn't mistake you for brooke, or vice versa, like you said. i was mad at her. & because i did like you... i just did it. there is no good answer. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lucy & marty lucely 2009-10-02 12:22 am UTC (link)
	So you fancy Brooke? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lucy & marty great_scott 2009-10-02 12:42 am UTC (link)
	i do. not that it matters much at the moment. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lucy & marty lucely 2009-10-02 12:44 am UTC (link)
	I see. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lucy & marty great_scott 2009-10-02 12:51 am UTC (link)
	i'm really sorry, lucy. ~~i don't know what i'm doing half the time anymore, &~~ it wasn't fair to put you in the middle of this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lucy & marty lucely 2009-10-02 12:53 am UTC (link)
	I'm not mad. I'm just confused. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lucy & marty great_scott 2009-10-02 12:59 am UTC (link)
	just chalk it up to me being stupid, if that helps? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	puffdragon 2009-10-02 10:00 am UTC (link)
	Something potentially good? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	great_scott 2009-10-02 02:27 pm UTC (link)
	i guess it is. luke someone sent me a kitten. i named it doc for obvious reasons. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Marty puffdragon 2009-10-03 05:38 am UTC (link)
	Good one. Well there are a lot anonymous presents flying about these days. ~~except i still haven't gotten anything from my...~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	luke great_scott 2009-10-03 06:52 am UTC (link)
	it fits him. even still. i wasn't really expecting anything at all. (Reply to this) (Parent)