twelve.
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i still don't know who the hell sent me doc, but i guess that's okay. i think i like him about 90% more than other company right now, and he and joy division got along well. not that it matters. unless cm really does end up living with me next year. but i don't even know if i'll be

doc follows me everywhere, which is sort of endearing. i mean. it's not like i'm doing anything important, so i'm not annoyed by it or anything. he's kind of... cute, i guess.



i'm going to keep telling myself that things are better this way. because they are.
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private to syl, josh & luke --
just to let you know mostly josh and syl because i can't really hide from luke though i've been trying, i'm not dead & i don't have any plans to jump off the astronomy tower. i'm pretty sure i wouldn't choose something that just sounds so damn painful anyway. maybe something like

i'm just doing everyone a favour by not being around.
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