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Tweak says, "The pants command me!"

Martin McFly Poke (great_scott) wrote,
@ 2009-12-11 03:11:00

twenty-six.

private --
i cant do thi

she keeps following me around the house like she's expecting that the next time i go to the loo, i'm going to decide while i'm in there to ki

& the stupid fucking counsel
he made me so

i don't talk about it for a reason. i can't

my dad keeps looking at me like he wants to say something and my mum keeps stalking me and i don't even have to be at hogwarts to know how cm's doing & i hate him so fucking much for just leaving. you can't be there for that many years and then, because of something so stupid like a fucking quidditch game you d

i fucking hate quidditch
i hate that stupid fucking bludger
i still fucking hate emerson mulciber
i hate that cm is playing now too
and i hate myself for even considering hating him for something he couldn't stop.
/private

private to luke & brooke --
i thought you were supposed to feel better after counselling not like you were just repeatedly trampled on.
/private

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	Same wards puffdragon 2009-12-11 09:08 am UTC (link)
	~~If it was that easy...~~ ~~I'm sorry you have to...~~ Maybe it depends on what you're being counselled for? I remember my first two sessions with one were rough, but I was eight so... Anyway I hope you do start feeling better soon. Thanks for touching base. How's Doc? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Same wards great_scott 2009-12-11 01:31 pm UTC (link)
	i guess. ~~i just~~ yeah. well, i figure it's got to, otherwise, what's the fucking point doc's doc. though i think he misses the dorm. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Same wards puffdragon 2009-12-12 05:13 am UTC (link)
	If they're asking you to talk about things you've been avoiding then it'll be hard. we miss Doc too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Same wards great_scott 2009-12-12 05:23 am UTC (link)
	i don't know if i can do this. i've been avoiding everything. & with good reason. yeah well of course. doc's pretty noticeable. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Same wards puffdragon 2009-12-12 05:28 am UTC (link)
	They might seem like good reasons, but sometimes things have to be faced. You can do it, you're Marty Poke, you're not a quitter. He is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Same wards great_scott 2009-12-12 05:53 am UTC (link)
	yeah, i know. i just i don't know. right. you're right. just got to be patient, right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Same wards puffdragon 2009-12-12 12:30 pm UTC (link)
	Right. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Same Wards cheeringcharms 2009-12-11 01:07 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, I don't suppose it will be easy at first. I mean going through emotions is hard, especially with everything that's happened. Hopefully it will start feel more like it's helping than hindering soon. Marty Miss you. Been thinking about you a lot. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Same Wards great_scott 2009-12-11 01:45 pm UTC (link)
	i really fucking hope so. brooke miss you too. & i've been thinking about you a lot, too. (Reply to this) (Parent)